
From Scotswood Road to Scotlandโs Euro 2024 base on the edge of the Alps, itโs been quite a journey.
There have been ups, downs and almost everything in between for John Carver.
Only his career in football was almost over before it really began.
John was released by Newcastle United in 1985 as a teenager after suffering a serious injury in a reserve-team fixture, and he knew it was game over after breaking down again playing for Cardiff City at Darlington the following season.
โJohn Craggs had also got injured in the first half,โ said Carver. โWe were both sitting in the bath saying โI think thatโs me done โ I wonโt recover from thisโ.
โI was 20, and I was in a dark place. I felt that I had let my parents and family down, because I had been built up and built up, everything was going my way, then I get this huge disappointment.
โIโm told at 20 that my careerโs over. I found it really difficult.โ

Today, John, a key member of Steve Clarkeโs Scotland backroom team, has an extraordinary coaching CV.
The 59-year-old put the disappointment behind him by throwing himself into coaching.
John said: โYou think โOK, whatโs the best thing in the world? Being a footballer. I canโt do that now, whatโs the next best thing? Being a coach, because youโre back involvedโ. I just took to it.โ
It had all started in Cruddas Park, where John spent his youth playing and watching football.
โMy dad used to take me to games,โ he said. โWe used to walk to the stadium. Itโs an ever-lasting memory.โ
John excelled at football at a young age.
โI was at Newcastle, and on this upward spiral,โ he said. โEverything was progressing really nicely. I was training at Lilleshall when Graham Taylor was England manager. I was going down with Barry Venison, at Sunderland at the time.โ
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Then came the injury which changed his life.
โThe first team was playing Leeds, and Arthur Cox said to me โlook after yourself, good luck with England โ you might have a chance of making your debut on Saturdayโ,โ said John.
โWe had a reserve game against Wolves, so, because Iโm in the Midlands, I said โcan I play in the reserve game?โ.
โThey said โyesโ, and Ashley Grimes hit me on the shoulder, and the full-back tackled me at the same time and sent my thigh almost over my shoulder. I ripped the thigh muscle, so I went from almost making my debut to that.โ
John had a series of injections, but kept breaking down.
โJack Charlton said โwe cannot keep waiting for you, Johnโ,โ he said.

And, aged 20, John was unemployed after leaving Cardiff.
โI was embarrassed to claim dole money,โ he said. โA government programme came out. They wanted coaches to go into schools. Thatโs how I got into coaching.
โIโve got so much gratitude towards a guy called Barney Jones. He shaped my coaching career.โ
That career, which has seen John coach around the world, is still going strong.
I made a big mistake when Ruud was manager. I didnโt understand my role, my link between the players and the manager
Since he joined Clarkeโs backroom team in late 2020, Scotland have qualified for two major tournaments.
The squad, based at Garmisch-Partenkirchen at the foot of Zugspitze, Germanyโs highest peak, face the host nation in the tournamentโs opening game in Munich tomorrow night (Fri June 20).
โThereโs real excitement,โ said John. โWeโve got that opening game against Germany at the Allianz Arena in front of 85,000. We were there a few weeks ago visiting to look at the facility โ itโs amazing.
โItโs a real, proper tournament weโre going into now. All the stadiums are going to be full. We have in excess of 100,000 fans going out, with very few tickets, but theyโre going to take in this tournament.
โHopefully, theyโre going to enjoy it.โ

Johnโs friendship with Clarke dates back to their days together at Newcastle.
โI was working with the youth team,โ he said. โRuud Guillt was appointed, and Steve was coming up (from Chelsea). It was his first role after finishing as a player.
โI got a phone call saying โthe manager wants to speak to youโ. Iโd never come across Ruud. I went into his office and he was sitting there with Steve. It was the first time Iโd met them.
โI was thinking โwhat have I done wrong?โ. Then, all of a sudden he said โI want you to be the first-team coachโ.
โI thought it was a wind up! Iโm thinking โis somebody in the cupboard going to jump out?โ. Remember Beadles About? I was in shock.
We got to the stadium, and there was a different feeling around the place. You could sense the difference
โWe then developed a relationship working with Ruud, learning the ropes. Then we developed a friendship.โ
Sir Bobby Robson succeeded Gullit as manager in late 1999 and Clarke returned to Chelsea.
โSteve one day just said โIโm going to go back to Chelsea, because Iโve got a chance of taking the youth team. It might open up for youโ,โ said John.
โAnd it did. All of a sudden, Bobby started giving me a bit more (responsibility). Then Mick (Wadsworth) decided to leave to go Southampton, and Bobby went โIโm going to give you a month to see if you can do the jobโ.
โWithin a week, he went โnobody elseโs coming in โ I want you to be my assistantโ.โ

The rest is history. John was by Sir Bobby’s side for one of the most memorable periods of the clubโs modern history.
โThat season we finished fourth, it was amazing,โ he said. โThatโs what happens when you get momentum, it just carries you. We had massive characters and leaders in the dressing room, Bobbyโs โblue-chipโ boys.โ
John had learnt a valuable lesson during Gullitโs time in charge.
โI made a big mistake when Ruud was manager,โ he said. โI didnโt understand my role, my link between the players and the manager.
โBecause I went with the manager, and nearly lost the players, I had to sit down with them, and own up to my mistakes. I said โjust give me another chanceโ, and they did, thankfully.
โSo when Bobby came in I said โyouโre not getting a yes man โ Iโm not going to agree with everything you say like I did with Ruudโ. He said โthatโs what I want to hear, Johnโ.โ
I felt that I had let my parents and family down, because I had been built up and built up, everything was going my way, then I get this huge disappointment
The pair forged a close relationship on and off the pitch.
โI had to earn my stripes,โ said John. โHe didnโt suffer fools, and he liked to do a lot of coaching himself.
โWe were really, really close. I made sure I looked after him. I was in Canada (with Toronto FC) when he got the Freedom of the City, and I was determined to come back for it.
โI remember going to his house in Durham, and the first thing he said to me wasnโt โhow are you, John?โ. He just went โdo us a favour, son, go into the garage and get some logs to put on the fireโ.
โAll of a sudden we got talking about Canada, and he said, jokingly, โI didnโt pay for your flight to come back, did I?โ. I said โno, no, I paid myself!โ.
โWhen he became poorly, it was a really tough time. I went to hospital, and he said โthe nurses are going to allow me out for the day โ will you take me to the Copthorne?โ. He loved the Copthorne, thatโs where we used to stay.
โSo he put some clothes on and we drove to the Copthorne. He had a glass of champagne and the fishcakes. It was a really nice moment.โ
Sir Bobby โ who launched the Sir Bobby Robson Foundation as he faced cancer for a fifth and final time โ passed away five days after attending a star-studded charity game staged in his honour.
โObviously, he deteriorated, and it was really tough,โ said John. โThat game at St Jamesโ. Iโll never forget it. That tipped me over the edge, it brought a tear.
โFrom a professional point of view, he had a big part in my life and my career, but more so he shaped me as a person. I got how he conducted himself and handled himself, and dealt with people.โ
What John learnt under Sir Bobby would prove invaluable when he was asked to step up as caretaker head coach after Alan Pardew left for Crystal Palace in December 2014.
Carver, hampered by an injury crisis, was under ‘immense’ pressure.
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โI tried not to make it an excuse at the time, but in my first game I lost Steven Taylor,โ said Carver. โThen it was a sequence. I remember sitting with Steve Stone in the office, and the team of injuries was quite incredible.
โThe hardest part was finding time to sleep โ I was averaging three or four hours. Youโre always thinking about the team, what youโre going to do the next day.
โYou talk about extreme stress, and I definitely had extreme stress. I said a few things at the time that went public. I got perceived in the wrong way when I talked about the head coach thing. I probably wouldnโt have even touched on it if I wasnโt in the mindset I was in.โ
Newcastle went into the final weekend of the season needing a win to be certain of their top-flight status, and Jonas Gutierrez, diagnosed with testicular cancer in 2013, memorably scored one goal and set up another in a 2-0 home win over West Ham United.
Gutierrez had only returned to Tyneside midway through the season after a spell of chemotherapy after the cancer was found to have returned.

โI remember the build-up,โ said John. โI said to everybody โlisten, stay away from the media, stay focusedโ.
โWe decided to take them away and go to the Malmaison the night before. Normally, weโd walk away from the city, but I said โno, weโre walking in the city, because I want you to see the fans and what it meansโ.
โSo we walked along the Quayside, and the fans were incredible. It was a lovely day, and Mike Ashley made a statement (that the club would not be sold until it won a major trophy or qualified for the Champions League).
โWe got to the stadium, and there was a different feeling around the place. You could sense the difference.โ
John had had an idea that Gutierrez, known as ‘Spider-Man’ for donning a mask to celebrate his goals, would again be the clubโs super hero.
Iโm thinking โis somebody in the cupboard going to jump out?โ. Remember Beadles About? I was in shock
โI remember saying to Jonas on the Monday โyou could be the hero here โ Iโm going to play you. What a fitting reward after what youโve been throughโ,โ said Carver. โIt was quite incredible how it worked out. His mum thanked me, and gave me a big hug, after the game.
โI was delighted for Jonas. To go through it, and recover the way he did, was fantastic.
โI did the press, which was a good feeling. Iโm not sure what I wouldโve done if weโd got relegated. Iโm not sure how I would have coped with it mentally. Itโs a sliding doors moment.
โI went home and had a cup of tea. I was in bed early. I slept 24 hours.
โThe pressure was immense. Iโve never experienced anything like it in my life, but, in a weird way, it all made up for it on that last day when we did it the way we did it.โ
John added: โIf you asked if I would do it again, I would say โyesโ โ thatโs my personality.โ
